As a postscript while you wait,
Does it matter?
If you are going to live to see another day, how will you spend it?
If you are not and your time has come, what now?
Your freedom from the confines of your fate only comes right now. There is no other time to be free. The cycle is perpetuated right now, while you wait. My own fear, doubt and uncertainty perpetuate the cycle.
Whether you have much time or little is not the point, the point is to be free as it arises.
Liberation upon arising means that you are not overcome by your fate, nor overcome by the world. You take it as it comes- the good, the bad and the ugly.
Let it be, as it is.
Open. Unwavering. Fearless.