You showed up.
That is actually the hardest part of your practice. If you show up, then you can do the work. You can continue to explore and go deeper. The conversation can continue to unfold.
Our tendency is to hide. To wait for someone else to do the work for us or give us a pass. Maybe if we are lucky we can ride the wave of another's blessing. Better to sit in the back and hope we are not picked.
So the only thing left is to continue to show up.
As you expose more and more of yourself, pushing through your perceived boundaries and the limits you have set, you will find that more and more falls away. As more falls away, you continue to become more open, more patient, more kind.
Your practice becomes an unending stream where everything is carried onto the path. Drip, drip;)